Of course not.
You remind yourself, you are incredibly young for a god. It’s natural for your growing pains to be this calamitous.
All of the struggle and regret will feed into a brighter future. Newfound order will ensure stability, leading to a period of progress this planet has never seen before.
There is so much living left. So many opportunities.
This will not be your last chance.
You’ll do better with the next one.
